And Now Im feeling so down, that there's no God above, no mercy for a soul that's just way too fucked up
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Name: Frances
Location: Quad Cities, Iowa, United States
Birthday: 12/19/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: DNR orders, emo, sharp things, i heart cats and porcelin things. chad lindberg and hayden christensen, i also plan to marry jesse lacey. RIP KURT COBAIN! music, mostly nirvana, subhumans, radiohead, senses fail, ramones, the vandals, black tape for a blue girl, taking back sunday, brand new, blood brothers, sex pistols, x ray spex, the damned, the eyeliners, mudhoney, afi, anit-flag, hawthorne heights, sonic youth. there are way to many bands to list so i will stop. oh i also enjoy cotton candy flavored bubblegum and long walks in the rain thru cemetaries. I like the 90s, 80s, 70s and 60s. I like it anywhere but it Iowa and I like those dreams I have where Eldridge goes up in flames. Ah, fire is great.
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Member Since: 12/31/2004

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Friday, January 28, 2005

SilkANDShotguns  go there instead, comprende?

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BAYSIDE LYRICS
"Just Enough To Love You"

Push me out from the darkness
To a sky that's colored blue
Somewhere someone's finding happiness
While I'm still here so hung up on you

Nothing is real
And I want you to know
That I'm not alright
When you tear open my chest
I'll try not to flinch
Won't make promises
You taught me that.
I'm still losing what's left of my self esteem
And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams

The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most
So I'll bite my tongue til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know
The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else
And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell

A failed apology
A day too late but now I see
That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree
But what would you need me for
You've got friends galore
And all you'll ever be to me is a stupid lying excuse for a person

I could call
But I know that you won't be there to pick up the phone
You don't have time for me
I could call but I know you won't get the phone
Don't have time for me

I hate myself
For loving you like this
I hate myself for hating myself
Just enough to love you
Just enough to love you


Currently Reading
Legend of a Rock Star: A Memoir
By Dee Dee Ramone
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chachacha hola muchachos, wow. no. i am in spanish. sorry for the extremely depressedness in the previous entry. please dont ask me to explain, i dont even know. and i shouldnt be this fucked up and everything, i just am. im sorry i cant help it, except i was right.....i dont have a chance at anything with the boy i really want. damn, this is getting obvious. but yeah. i dont and i just feel so friggin alone and depressed lately. i was bending over in severe pain due to...you dont wanna know.....and my dad started screaming i had bad posture. and he acts like he cares.....whatever, i know he doesnt. if i trust you you more then likeyly already everything he pretends to care about, and if you dont know then you can go ahead and stay in the dark...it's nicer there anyway.


Thursday, January 27, 2005

Currently Playing
Sirens & Condolences
By Bayside
Alcohol and Alter Boys
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i wrote this really cool thing, that i believe alexz may put on her xanga at some point in time during west world. i am so sad....i jsut...i cant even explain...i woke up happy and ever since west world i really really wasnt happy. i cant think or breath without everyhting hitting me. i have no chance with the one i care about and i have no life, and i dont want life and i dont get it. i hate myself for this, i should be happy and not so damned bitter and selfish and stupid all the time......


justine is a five year old little boy with defective penis who is going to pee her pants tomorrow. fun fun. yeah, i can spell F-U-N. alright, well i want chocolate, so goodbye dearies.



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